the bane...reading

What in the world is going on? I don't think that anyone is supposed to have to read this much in their entire life. I understand that reading is important and intellectual people all do it and do a lot of it. But still, I just don't enjoy it. People tell me that is funny because I am an English major. But the English language is also written and spoken. I am more concerned with that? Does that sound like a contradiction? It might be. But still. I just don't like it. I like to write things out and I like to talk things through but I just don't like to read it all. And of course, I am having to read five books at the same time and that is less than fun. It actually is more than freaking me out. I have been holding fast that I don't stress out about things that I am passionate about. I had such an easy going summer. But now, I am starting to hit that place. That ugly ugly place where stress seems to find it's way in and won't go away. I have had to let it out through the water seeping from my eyes so that I can just cleanse it all out, and I am not ashamed to say it. And, my world is about to become a little more cluttered. Let's just add some more things on there shall we? BUT, the difference in that is, I am actually passionate about what I am going to be adding on. Here's hoping for the best.